"I realized that if you want something bad enough, you can have it. I have never gone after something I didn't get...well not yet lol."

All I care about is money and the city that I’m from.
Imma sip until I feel it, Imma smoke it till it’s done.
And I don’t really give a fuck, and my excuse is that I’m young.
And I’m only getting older so somebody shoulda told ya
I'M ON ONE...Yeah, fuck it, I’m on one.

Rihanna - Skin

The mood is set
So you already know what's next
TV on blast,
Turn it down,
Turn it down.
Don't want it to clash,
With my body screaming out
I know you hearin' it,
You got me moanin' now.
I got a secret that I wanna show you, oh.
I got a Secrets Imma drop em to the floor, oh.

No teasin',
You waited long enough.
Go deep,
Imma throw it at you,
Can't catch it.
Don't hold back,
You know I like it rough.
Know I'm feelin' you, huh.
Know you liking it, huh.

So why you standin' over there witcha clothes on,
Baby strip down for me,
Go on take em off.
Don't worry baby,
Imma meet you half way,
Cause I know you wanna see me.

Almost there,
So baby don't stop what you're doing.
Uh huh ah
Softer than a motha-
Boy I know you wanna touch.
Breathing down my neck,
I can tell you wanna-
And now you want it like,
Want you to feel it now.
I got a secret that I wanna show you, ooh.
I got Secrets imma drop em to the floor, ooh.

No teasin,
You waited long enough.
Go deep,Imma throw it at ya,
Can't catch it.
Don't hold back,You know I like it rough.
Know I'm feelin you, huh.
Know you liking it, huh.

So why you standing over there witcha clothes on,
Baby strip down for me,
Go on take em off.
Don't worry baby,
Imma meetcha' half way,
Cause I know you wanna see me.

No heels,No shirt,No skirt,
All I'm in is just skin.
No jeans,Take em off,
Wanna feel your skin.
You a beast, oh.
You know that I like that.
Come here baby,
All I wanna see you in is just skin.

All in baby,
Don't hold nothing back.
Wanna take control,
Ain Nothing wrong with that
Say you likin' how I'm feelin'
Gotta tell me that.
Just put your skin baby on my skin.

No heels, No shirt, No skirt,
All I'm in is just skin.
No jeans,Take em off,
Wanna feel your skin.
You a beast, oh.
You know that I like that.
Come on baby,
All I wanna see you in is just skin.

All I wanna see you in is just skin.
All I wanna see you in is just skin.
Oooh
All I wanna see you in
All I wanna see you in is your skin, oh.

***Love this Rihanna song, it's soo sexy :D Panty-droppin/baby makin song lol

You Are Special

The other night I happen to serve this man, he was dining for one. In my mind, I was like okay..another loner that I have to talk to, because most of the time whenever I get people who dine by themselves, I feel like it's I don't wanna say "job" but that the word I could think of right now, but yeah..I always feel like I HAVE TO TALK TO THEM. In several occasions, they would be the one to initiate the conversations , and sometimes I get loners who don't want to be disturbed or talked to and I get it so I back off lol.

This man the other night was weird, like there was definitely something off about him. He just kept talking and talking and talking some more...he even asked me to take pictures of him by himself pretending he is on his phone! like WTF!? One of the things he told me that really touched me and I could remember it word for word was "You are special, you are unique, when you're gone in this world, there will never be another one like you! There might be people that looks like you, have similarities like you, but they will never be you. Everyone is unique is their own way and that makes you special, you may not be special to me, but YOU ARE SPECIAL." And then I got it, I really, truly am special, and so are you, God made us all special so don't ever let anyone tell you differently.



xoxo

Birthday Wish List

My birthday is in a month away and I just wanted to list the things I wanted for my birthday so it can give my friends and family ideas of what to get me :)

1.)Flipcam - I've always wanted one, I wanna record more videos of any shenanigans that's happening when Im out with people. This is really convenient, I can just take it out of my purse and record a video..just what I need...
***Sorry guys one of my friends said they're already getting me this :D
2.)Juicy Couture/Victoria Secret PINK (Hoodie Sweater and Pants) - Whenever I want to dress down with sweats on, I'll just throw this on and still be a diva lol. Preferably pink colour and size small.
3.)Clothes or Shoes - I can never get enough shoes and clothes :D size small for shirts, pants 26, and shoes size 9.
4.)Star Wars Movie DVD's Episodes 1 to 6 - I love Star Wars so much, and yes I'm such a nerd. I want to collect all of the movies.
5.)Yorkdale or Square One Gift Cards - If you guys cant think of anything to get me, you can get me gift cards to my favourite malls :)
6.)Digital Picture Frames - I've always wanted one, I think it's cool that pictures change all the time. It would go perfect in my room and whoever gets me this will for sure be in one of the pictures in this frame lol.
7.)Perfumes - I love Eau De Parfum soo much...I collect perfumes, I can never get enough of it. Smelling good for me is always a must.
8)Stuff Animals - Yes i still collect stuff animals lol
9)Make up - Cant get enough of make up
10)Basicaly anything girly and fancy that would suit my persona!!! lol


I really can't think of anything else, I got most of the things I need and want..well there's always things that I want every time, but I always end up getting it myself lol.