Thursday, February 28, 2013

Feb. 28 :)

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

I dont know if I like being called a "doll" or a "barbie"...maybe I'll get used to it cuz my hair is blonde now and my my contacts are blue..hmmm

Thursday, January 31, 2013

You gotta live with the fact that you did me wrong forever...

Friday, January 25, 2013

Forget what hurt you..but never forget what it taught you.

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Horoscope

So the other day at work my coworker was reading his horoscope and I told him to also read mine just for fun and to see what it says. Now, I'm a Gemini, and I may not believe in voodoos, magic, witchcraft, psychics, etc. but there were a lot of times whenever I read my horoscope and it just so happens to be so effin accurate! Here's what it said:

Gemini - The Twin (May 21-June20)
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very good at confusing people. Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Geminis will not take any crap from anyone. Geminis like to tell people what they should do and get offended easily. They are great at losing things and are forgetful. Geminis can be very sarcastic and childish at times and are very nosey. Trustworthy. Always happy. VERY loud. Talkative. Outgoing. VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE.

Everything it just said is me and more! crazy sh*t. And I didn't put certain words on capitals, it was capitalized on the actual website. The fact that very forgiving was expressed in caps, it is so me, that it me, and you can honestly do a lot of bad things to me and I will forgive you in a matter of time.

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Love Song

Boy lately...you've been stingy with your time
Got me wondering, I'm wondering if I'm on your mind
Boy I just wanna be in your possession
You say I'm the one you want so come express it
Don't slip, don't slip
Cause a n-gga might push up on it
Don't really wanna lose this moment
Why window shop when you own this
Don't put it down
Don't f-ck around
I want you now, I want you now...

Tuesday, January 1, 2013

To a new year :) *toast

Happy New Year!!! :D wow 2012 was great year, so much things has happened, it was my first full official year in Houston, Texas. I met a lot of good people and I don't regret anything :) Goodbye 2012, I'll miss you and there were no regrets.

I also wanted to write about the time when I helped a customer at my bank job, and it's very important that tellers engage in conversations with customers to build raport and gain positive feedback and energy. So I was helping this woman, and she must've been in her 40s, I asked her how was her Christmas, and what she's doing for the holidays. She gave me her answers and she also mentioned how the beginning of next year (2013) it will be very busy for her business. I asked her what type of business she's in and she said she's a fotune teller. My face had one of those "ohhh really now..." with a shocking, questionable face because I don't really believe in those things, all I know is that I believe in GOD. For my amusement I asked her what can she tell about me, she took a moment then started asking if I've been in this branch for a long time, I said no I've only been working here for about 4 months, then she said I see you moving up to a higher position either in this branch or another branch next year around March. I was like "okay...am I getting married soon?" lol just as a joke and she said you will, but not anytime soon, I see it in a couple years from now. My next question was really important to me, I asked her "will I be happy?" And she said yes :) Then I asked are you able to see who I'm going to marry? She replied by saying he will be a tall 6'0 foot man, pale skin, brown hair, blue eyes. I just started laughing and said "now you're gonna have me looking for this man now!" and she said "no, he will find you." After that I just smiled and got all sorts of thoughts in my head.

After finishing her transaction, she blantly asked me if I was in a relationship, I replied by saying yes. And with a straight face she just bluntly told me "he's not the one." I just paused and looked at her with a little bit of sadness in my eyes, and she said it again.."he's not the one." She seemed so sure, so convinced and so convincing.....and honestly deep down I already knew he wasn't going to be, I guess I was just fooling myself, but not anymore...I can feel 2013 will be my year, it's the year of the snake, which is the year of my date birth 1989, so hopefully a lot of my friends and I do really well and prosper this year :)

Until next time xoxo

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

When we were together, I held you down
I gave you all of me, but look us at now..
Thinking of all your excuses, but they dont add up
Now its so easy to see you dont deserve my love.
You pushed me far, you brought me to this
You had my heart, but then you blew it
And Im so over you, go get lost
Boy who do you think that you are?
Trust and believe me, you're gonna need me
Trust and believe me, she'll never be me..

Tuesday, December 11, 2012

"Behind every great man there's a great woman" I believe this saying is so true, and when I get married to the right man, I will be the best wife to him. I'm going to support him, be there for him through his highs and lows, love him, obey him, be loyal to him, and be his best friend. A happy wife is a happy life, what more can I say? When she's happy she won't have anything to bitch about, and the man can perform and do his job properly at his work and at home. I hope and wish for a wonderful and amazing marriage and wait for the day my husband tells me "I can do nothing without you." :)




 


Thursday, December 6, 2012

A real woman knows her worth and she'll only put up with your own bullshit for so long before finally deciding to let go and move on...

Sunday, December 2, 2012

Someday, you'll miss her like she missed you...
Someday, you'll need her like she needed you...
Someday, you will love her but she won't love you anymore...

Monday, November 26, 2012

Stop letting people who do so little for you control your mind, feelings and emotions

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

What's the point of having the most perfect hair, perfect face, perfect body if you're not even perfectly happy...

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Jeremiah 29:11

"For I know the plans I have for you,"
declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you
and not to harm you, plans to give you
hope and a future."

-For me this verse is important and it has a special meaning. I never really asked myself or God why was I born, I know some of my friends do, which means a lot of people in this world might be asking that as well. God has plans for all of us, we all have different blueprints, and only he can know what's ahead and in store for us. You just have to have faith, believe in him and don't complain. I know we want things to happen right away or asks Him "why me? why did this happen to me? etc" But things can't go your way and your schedule, it would have to be according to His schedule.

That is all :) Have a blessed Sunday

Monday, November 12, 2012

Be with a man that likes/loves you more than you do to them

Saturday, November 3, 2012

You know you really love someone when all you want is for them to be happy even if it means you're not a part of their happiness...

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

May your friends respect you
Troubles neglect you
Angels protect you
And heaven accept you...

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

"If you love two people at the same time, choose the second one, because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn't have fallen for the second one"

Hmmm....good point

Monday, October 22, 2012

"Smile, you're too beautiful to frown"

:)...

Saturday, October 20, 2012

My life now

Wow...soooo two days ago Oct. 19, 2012 marked the day that I've been in Houston, Texas for a year!!! I'm clapping in my head and I'm happy but then again other emotions such as sadness and nostalgic feelings also come in to play. This whole year went by pretty fast for me, I've met so many new people, new friends, went to different places, attractions and I learned soo much. It can be so overwhelming but I'm taking it all in and believe it or not I've adjusted and really had gotten used to things and my life now. I admit in my first few months here it felt like a long vacation, it was so surreal that I didn't believe I lived here, and as time went by and little by little it started to hit me, and when it did it made me really sad. But I've realized that's just how life is, it takes you places. And never would I ever thought I'd be where I am right now. A little girl who grew up in the Philippines, to having her teenage life in Toronto, and now her womanhood in the States? Pretty crazy, and these challenges are here for us as a test and we shouldnt run away from them...we have to face them :) I have no regrets in anything I've done and decisions I've made, to me everything still happens for a reason and I'm very happy where I am right now. I have God with me everywhere I go, I got my family, great friends whos still here with me from Canada and also new friends, my school, my full time job and my part time job, and I got my car here in Houston.


-xoxo