I've been making love with him through you...so let me keep my eyes closed...

Sucks...

So I was at Victoria Secret yesterday to purchase new bras. I only have 2 Victoria Secret bras, because they were the only 2 bras in my size left during the time I purchased them. They're great and everything but I just wanted new ones. So I asked for bras on my size 32D and the sales associate gave me a worried face and she began to look for one. After looking for about 5 minutes, she told me they don't have my size! I was a little astonished because when I bought my bras for the first time there they only had 2 styles! (which were the ones I have) and now they have nothing at all! The sales girl told me to try the bra sizes close to my size 32D, which I did but they just don't fit me at all, not like 32D. She told me they hardly get this size because it's a rare size. I wondered why that is, and she said because 32 is the number size around your body (which is the smallest size, it goes from 32, 34, 36, and so on and D is a pretty big size for your cups and it goes from A, B, C, D and so on. So basically a skinny girl can't have big boobs! at Victoria Secret that is :S...so I went to La Senza because I know they have my size there for sure. It just sucks how I can't get my bras from Victoria Secrret :(...

Someone like you...

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl
And you're married now

I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead.
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday it was the time of our lives
We were born and raised in a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you....
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Sometimes you have to forget what you want, and remember what you deserve...

My life would not be fulfilled...

Here is a lot of things that I need in my life in order for it to be fulfilled and I can die a happy person (not that I'm going to die soon but yeah...)

• Get married to the man I want to spend the rest of my life with and have my dream wedding
  
• Have kids, I have to have a girl and a boy
  
• Go to College and get a Diploma in Business
  
• Got to University and get my MBA
  
• Live in a million dollar home
  
• Travel to all the continents of the world
  
• Go whale watching
  
• Catch a bouquet at a wedding
  
• Learn how to swim...tried too many times with my friends :(
  
• Have a million dollars to my name (with my RRSP plan I should have it when I'm 50) but I want it sooner...
  
• Own a pair of Christian Louboutins
  
• Go outer space
  
• Go in a hot air balloon ride
  
• Become a Philanthropist
  
• Find my purpose of life here on earth
  

That's all I could think of this moment...I'll brb if I could think of more

“In this un-perfect world don’t allow anyone to disrupt your way because of their small opinions. Don’t be a victim of what others negatively say about you. They have no bearing factor in your future. Let your best shine through, your inner beauty, and lead you to success!”

My 22nd Birthday Bash

On Thursday, June 2, 2011 I had my 22nd birthday party that I've been planning almost a month ago. From the beginning to end everything went perfectly as planned, and I couldn't have been more happier :D. First, I had dinner at On the Curve restaurant with about 30 of my friends at 8:30 pm, I actually arrived 30 mins late to my own party lol sorry :(. Then at 10:45 my strecth limo came, but we were still eating and settling the bills and didn't end up leaving the restaurant until 11:30. We arrived at the club around midnight and was directed to the best vip booth in the club :D. Basically throughout the whole night everyone was just drinking a lot, dancing, going crazy, getting knocked out, done, and a few were puking :S. But I'm so glad everyone had a blast and was drunk, I'm so happy everything went according to plan :D Thanks to all my friends who came and I love u guys xoxo!!!

Here are a few pics from the crazy night:


Dinner at On the Curve


My outfit for the night - Dress by Yaya&Co | Pumps by Christian Louboutins


Triplets: Me, Jenn and Hamy


Everyone eating


Cupcake tower provided by Jenn & Kate, Cake provided my Anh thanks guys :D


Sam, me and kate


Inside the limo - Pop bottles!


Toast guys


love you bitches


Kao, Jonelle, me, paul and daniel


Inside my booth


Drink till u cant anymore


Yummy


Thanks for coming out to show me love guys!


Love you Shelly Belly


Me, Nick & Hamy


Love Roses


I love u girls


Jonelle baby


My Presents:

*Insignia Flip Cam - Kate & Sam
*Gold heart Swarovski necklace - Jenn N.
*Star Wars Eps 1 to 6 - Ryan
*BBC Planet Earth DVDs in Blu-ray - Tommy, Mike & Kevin
*Tattoo (coming soon)- William
*Sephora Mascara Lashtash Collection - Diana
*Peoples Jewellers Diamond Wavy Bangle in Sterling Silver 0.15 CT - John
*Smashbox eyeshadow, Smashbox eyeshadowbrush & Smashbox Foundation Primer - Kristine
*Peep-toe High heeled shoes - Hamy
*Orchid Mango Liquor - Sheila
*Marble Chocolate Devil Cake - Anh
*$25 Mastercard Gift Card - Marcin
***Tiffany & Co. Black & White bone hearts - O.M