Thursday, September 30, 2010

Describing me...

If I were to describe myself into 3 words only, they would most likely be Perfectionist, Impulsive and Silly...

I am a perfectionist and I always have been since I was young, I always pay attention to every single detail in anything I do, and if it weren't perfect, it would automatically bother me so much that I would have to fix it. Even working with others who do a half-ass job in what they do bothers me that I would either have to let them know or I'll fix it myself. There are many downsides to being perfectionist such as time consuming, but I know myself well enough that whenever I would have to do something I have to give enough time for me to do it in order to finish properly.

I am an impulsive person because as I mentioned in my other blogs before I really don't take the time into thinking about what I'm doing or what I need to do, I just live for the moment, and if it's looking good in my head then I do it, and I don't even think of impacts of it in the long run. I guess I became this way because whenever I wanna purchase something and then I decide not to, I always have that "what if" feeling after, and I don't like that so I would have to get it in order for that feeling to not occur. I know this personality is bad and I would have to work on this, but I've been trying for years and it's not working lol.

I am a silly person because it's like the fun side of me, most of my time here on earth I've always been happy, I am a very happy person. I don't like to cry, be sad, I hate drama as well, so most of the time I'm always happy and content with my lfe:)...I like to smile, I like to laugh I love making people laugh whether it's by saying something really stupid or making fun of a situation, that's like the best. It makes me feel good that I make others feel good.

Those are the top three of my personality but it doesn't fully describe me as a person, so it was really hard to narrow it down to 3 because I have so many different adjectives to describe my personality and I guess that is why I can be friends with anyone because I can relate to them, even if they are a bitch, there's a bitch side to me, if they were weird, I have a weird side to me, if they were nerds, I have that nerd side to me..so basically anyone, anyone at all with different personalities can be my friend. This is obviously something not everyone is prone or capable of doing because I know a lot of my friends just like to associate with others who are just like them and have the same characteristics like them, but for me...let's just say I'm cool with everybody :D

So I describe myself as friendly, nice, outgoing, extrovert, opinionated, outspoken, hard worker, moody, cooperative, determined, respectful, spoiled, high maintenance, materialistic, flirtatious, generous, mean (sometimes), proud, loving, caring, sweet, funny, loyal, ambitious, talkative, laid-back, shy (sometimes) annoying, bitchy, charming, cheerful, conceited, open-minded, loud, lazy (sometimes), naive, polite, weird, sympathetic, I can be stubborn too, Jactation is definitely something I mastered lol, I mean the list can just go on and on, I am a gemini so I can be Good and Bad :)



XOXO

Sunday, September 26, 2010

"I never get jealous when i see my ex with someone else because my parents always taught me to give my used toys to the less fortunate."

Saturday, September 25, 2010


J. cole you are one sexy man...on top of that you are talented. Talk about a turn on.

Friday, September 24, 2010

Never a Failure, Always a Lesson.

The quote that I got tattood on me is a quote that I live by and I'm going to live by forever. "Never a Failure, Always a Lesson." This quote just means so much to me because I have done so many mistakes and stupid things in the past that I regret, I'm the type of person can be easily fooled, and by those careless actions it has affected how I am today. I know a lot of people make mistakes in their lives but it doesn't mean their a failure, or their worthless. I just want them to know it's ok to make mistakes, you have to learn from it and don't make them again. I got this quote from one of Rihanna's tattoos, she has it tattood on her upper chest, and it was tattood the way that she could only read it when she's facing the mirror and I think that was brilliant. I know she also got it right after the whole Chris Brown domestic violence incedent, which means she will never go back, and she learned her lesson from there.


My rib cage tattoo


Rihanna's tattoo

Thursday, September 23, 2010

"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."
- Marilyn Monroe

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

My Rib Cage Tattoo

I know I've been getting a lot of tattoos lately and everyone seems to wonder why Jewel? Why? Honestly, I am very impulsive person, and always have been. I buy anything and everything I want without thinking about it for a period of time, I just go for it :) And with the tattoos I probably only think about it for a month until I'm ready to do it again. Also, I feel some sort of happiness, relief and rebellion from it because when I was in a relationship for 2 years I was basically controlled and told I can't get any tattoos, which I think is soo stupid of me to be controlled by some guy, so now here I am happy and living the life I want to live :D...and I don't rue anything about it whatsoever!


Myles and I hes my loverrr :) and a friend lol


Gettin inked...Everyone was telling me that the ribs are the most painful place to get tatted..but for me it was ok..it didn't hurt as much as I expected


My back..am I done? I dont think so :)

P.S. thank u to my bestest friend Vernon for comin to support me I love u!!

Friday, September 3, 2010

CNE 2010 with my girls

Yesterday myself, Jenn and Hamy went to CNE (The Exhibition Place) located at lakeshore...we went in the night time because there was a thunderstorm earlier (smart)...when we got there we ate first, took out money, and then played games :D...these games at the ex are soo tricky almost like a scam...but they fooled us and we spent a lot of our money playing these hard games...some of the games we came unsuccessful but majority of them we won and got prizes :) Since all of our money was spent on games we didnt go on any rides, jenn and I are also scared so...lol


Triplets typical washroom pic


Hamy and I playing the whacking mole game


I cant blive Jenn beat us in the whacking mole game


I won Jenn this big spongebob playing th bucket game


Hamy is so good at this bowling game


Hamy won me this tweety bird playing the bowling game


Playing my game


Lots of prizes = lots of money spent lol


Our hands were full...see we didnt need any guys to win us prizes we did it all by ourselves :D

XOXO